It is been almost a year. Time is supposed to make it better, but it is only those who haven't experienced such a lose that can say that, because trust me time alone can’t even help. It hurts more as the days pass and I’m certain it will for many to come but even in the hardest of days those who loved you greatly will each do all we can to do you proud, even in the simplest of tasks. Auntie Fiona has registered for the 5K fun run tomorrow and all her sponsors are going to the MacMillan nurses. I know you will be there with her every step of the way. My mum is going on her first plane next week, a weekend to Italy, don’t worry we will make sure she keeps out of trouble. Maxine is getting a lot more tattoo business and is getting better with every tattoo she does. I seen my auntie Fiona told you all about William great success in cadets, how proud would you be? Does he remind you of anyone? Isobel is off to secondary soon, and again I’m sure you’ll be watching over her making sure she’s safe in the big school. John is still his usual self, annoying everyone like he always he has, but it wouldn’t be the same if he didn’t just like it’s not the same without you. You are missed so much and we will be up to visit you on Saturday, like always. Love you Gran, still can’t believe you’re gone. Miss you always. Love Fiona and all the family xxxxxxxx